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Killing another vein
it’s sad when people don’t want to know you anymore.
Even those who you thought cared about you.
it’s not nice when people use you and treat you like rubbish.
why don’t they understand that it hurts to be stabbed in the same place everytime?my eyes are tired of crying, my hands are tired of writing these feelings that
i’m forced to keep inside of me – if only…my life is filled with ”what if’s” and a fantasy world which will never ever come true!
oh god why, why do things have to be like this?i reopen my wounds and kill another vein to ease my pain.
how many more times do i have to lock myself in the bathroom to let my tears fall?
how many more times am i going to have to pick up the blade and make myself bleed?
it hurts to go on breathing, it hurts to go on living – i’m tired…
sadness
nobody knowz where this sadness emerges from…you walk with ur hed down trying hard not to show the tears that flow out like a waterfall…silent cries…silent sobs with nobody around to see your silent feelins…where’s the love and care where’s the affection and security that you need?
all you want is to feel that you belong to know that at least someone loves you but wen you find that no-one’s there your heart skips a beat and your whole world comes crashing down on you it’s as if a giant fist has punched you in the heart making it harder for you to breath…
knowing that no-one cares about you…knowin that those closest to you don’t realise your there…they’ve made you invisible you’re like a sweet wrapper on the floor with the population walking all over you not noticing or carin that your there…things like this hurt you real bad…
one minute of happiness turns to two minutes ov sadness..it’s like smiling or laughing is a crime in the world that you live in…people hate it when they see you happy that’s why they have to ruin everything…
you’re losing hope…just looking to the future hoping that this road will come to an end and that you’ll start a new one and hopefully your silent cries and sobs will become loud gallons of laughter! 
